Today I got worried cause I had a couple of things happen to me that seemed to be an onset of labor. I knew I wasn't actually in labor cause I wasn't having steady contractions. But since I'm only 34 weeks I was concerned about pre-term labor which I don't want! I ended up going to the midwife and getting checked out and everything is fine. So I am relieved. I am definitely needing to face some fears though about it all. I just hate pain and getting checked out "down there" so the combination coming is the worst scenario possible. haha. But I know it's all worth it and soon I will have my baby girl in my arms and it'll all be just a memory.